We're leaving in two days, three with today, and for the first time in thirty years or more I don't really anticipate the trip. I had dreams about it, I had wishes related to it, hopes, ideas... Now, today, it looks like a silly way to spend a birthday... Childish. This is to answer your questions do I feel Saturn on my Sun. Oh, yeah, I do. We're having daily meetings and fighting on a regular basis. He presses down, I'm kicking up. LOL It could have been funny but it's about power and testing. We'll be stripped down to the bone. All our dreams, desires, wishes, what we think we've done and who we think we are. Finally, it's up to us if we'll fall or rise. And shine. ;) He says "Pay!", I say "Give!". :)
It feels like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djfSvI043dI
But... at the end of the day, at the end of a day like today, when the moon is up and glowing, when the times of struggle seem so far, when all noises are gone and earth is falling asleep, I read to my son "Alice In Wonderland" and I choose to greet myself and you with one of the best love poems ever written... because at the end of any day, nothing else matters and nothing else is stronger or will ever be.
They told me you had been to her,
And mentioned me to him:
She gave me a good character,
But said I could not swim.
He sent them word I had not gone
(We know it to be true):
If she should push the matter on,
What would become of you?
I gave her one, they gave him two,
You gave us three or more;
They all returned from him to you,
Though they were mine before.
If I or she should chance to be
Involved in this affair,
He trusts to you to set them free,
Exactly as we were.
My notion was that you had been
(Before she had this fit)
An obstacle that came between
Him, and ourselves, and it.
Don't let him know she liked them best,
For this must ever be
A secret, kept from all the rest,
Between yourself and me.'
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