Perfume and changes

Hello dear ones! I haven't forgotten the blog, just had to travel forward and backwards since September till now. As scared as I was about flying with my little one, I did it, and a number of times. This time I practiced what I preached - facing our fears and still doing what scares us is intimidating, even paralyzing sometimes, but it's so worth the effort. I had the most bizarre summer as I found myself in a hotel I first visited when I was two years old and as I entered the hallway the first thing I saw was a man I've been eyeing for ages... Nothing happened. Or maybe happened but I don't know it yet. ;)) I mean, the Universe sometimes works in odd ways. As I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, I'm full with optimism that the way my past entered my present again has a deep, rich, fulfilling purpose. And I'm open to receive the huge Christmas presents I know are in store for me. :)

Speaking of presents, this year I wish for beauty. Beauty in all around me - in my relationships, in my love affairs, in my motherhood, in my writing, in my cooking, in my new perfumes and in my big box of cocoa I'm sharing those cold days with my son. Beauty like Dior jewellery, I guess. :))

Did you make your wishes already? Did you wish big? As big as you have never dared to? Because I found (again) my only limitation is my own mind. This summer I realized how deep in my past were hidden the reasons why I had never wished as big as I wanted. And I started working on these. This time I am resolved to kill all the thoughts that stop me from getting all I want. For Christmas. And in general. :)))

I must say that my treasure map is also working wonders and some of my wishes there are already a fact - in only a few months. Wow. :))) I am constantly updating it and keeping it safe from hostile looks and people. It's my secret weapon. :) Currently I'm attaching pictures of Venice - I've dreamed of going to the carnival since I was a teen, London next Christmas, and Paris for this once-in-a-lifetime killer date. :)) I'll keep you posted how the manifestation is going. :)

So, to open a new chapter, I switched from J'Adore to Miss Dior Cherrie, started working out again, bought a couple of killer dresses, changed my hair color and my hair style, bought an apartment far away from here and booked my flights for next year in Prague... I-am-so-enlightened. I feel like I'm flying. My horoscope tells me it's all Venus's doing and I hope she stays for long. We all have our time to shine but how often we miss the opportunity. I had forgotten how it feels to love myself for no other reason except that I exist. Now I'm floating on a puffy cheesy cloud and it feels oh-so-great. And in addition, it seems to influence everyone around me... Let's see what Santa has in his bag for me. I hope the bag is big enough. :)))